Sembreak, finally. after the so called "school calendar" informed us to cram for the choral elocution before the sembreak, here i am bored to death and waiting cram once again because the "choral elocution" is moved to nov 10. 3 days after the resume of classes. nevertheless. i dont care anymore.

Before the sembreak, our Foundation Day. school fair if you will. mainly, the concert. featuring 18th issue, cueshe and kjwan. it was fun. yes maybe, the concert was fun. but the fun i was trying to say is all about the people or should i say person im with. i just wish that night will last forever. anyway, for me, it will. let's end it there. how mushy.

I saw a lot of long lost friends? haha. sese, tipsy cj, sayc, angie, lorraine, bugz, khara, and cath. that leads me to my line...."tumaba ka ah?" which will deliberately surprise them. haha. sese is the main man for the night!

A lot of things happened. aaron's destruction, "ang rest back kong batch". proving the care and faith my friend, aaron to his ex. with the respectful CAT officers doing their job. its a long story. but leaving everyone with a famous line thrown by aaron to that freak, "Pasalamat ka mahal ko kasama mo!" (knight in shining armor huh???)

The night was almost over, or should i say is over because after the concert, we headed to eastwood, where we filled our selves. and try ease our angst with lower batch.

and while were slowly going tipsy, aaron told me, "pareho lang tayo, sinasabi natin na ayaw na natin, pero sa totoo lang gusto pa natin."

it stunned me.

to make things short, we all ended up in ryans' house 4 in the morning trying to stand up...but we all failed.

TIPSY.

about 7am, i woke up dizzy and with fever. i first saw aaron lifting weights and others still asleep. making me think of what a fun night and morning it was.

But what if it is still there? beating...feeling for her. even though you're already a part of her past and she's now craving for someone else? would you go to the mainstream and risk your friendship ones again? or would you just love her, set her free and be satisfied of her happiness without you by her side?

Can you swallow it all up?

Im learning the second one though.. 

Damn mushy.

Walang titigil sa kasayahan
walang pipigil sa barkadahan
hindi pa ito ang huli
ngunit lubusin natin ang sandali

anu man ang okasyon
at saan man ang lokasyon
ihanda na ang mane
at inumin na bente

eto ang bagong combination
san mig strong ice at extra joss un
tignan natin kung hindi ka
mawala sa condition

kanina lang ay puno
ngayon na ay nahihilo
maghanap na ng aakbay sayo
basta walang limutan kung sinu-sino tayo.

 

Its been a long time since I visited my blog. atleast now, i have something to shout out about. *sigh*

My Parents excused me in my class last thursday to watch FEU vs DLSU game. Fortunately, FEU won the championship. thanks a lot for DLSU unforgiving pride. swallow it up.

unforgiving, yes. specially the cheering part, where the lasallians AGAIN, showed their old boring arrow facing at the FEU side. plus the message they showed "KEEP THE FAITH" for DLSU and "KEEP THE CHANGE" for FEU...such freakin kids wearing DLSU jacket, raising their chins up as if they want to start a fight. school spirit? I don't think so...

shame on their SIDE...

anyway, we won. thats it. period. Go fight tamaraws!,tamaraws fight!

We had nga pala our Interaction with st. scholastica. it was fun. meaning to say, new friends.

Then here comes school works, the most frustrating part. we have this chorale elocution, our upcoming Periodic exams, Project Deadlines.

Yesterday, I was pissed off because this scenerio: Oct 18 is the chorale elocution, we haven't done anything...next week is the exams...meaning to say no time for practice just for studies. and after that week, is the chorale.

and the worst part is, me, neglecting to be a leader because of the pass events...hoping for our assigned leader to do the job well....

But no one in the class is listening. so ended up with me fixing things up with my eyebrows together.

and i ask the class, we are done with the 1st and 2nd stanza, can we wrap it up to the 6th stanza by monday? many answered yes and no, and i ask some suggestions regarding about it. and there is this one classmate playing scrabble  infront of me giving me personal attack. and i do mean personal!

my eyes burst and told everyone, "kayo na nga ung tinutulungan, kayo pa ang may gana magreklamo! kayo kaya dito?!?!" and there i go leaving the classroom.

Giving me the last resort, to leave them alone, let them manage everything if they can, and i'll do what will satisfy myself alone.

hate it.

Weird but true. last week was frustrating yet fun but still weird. i hope i got that right.

First, our "harana" was fun even though it caused me some pimples because of a stressful class to handle. then, some freakin assignments to do and plus! the pressure of the upcoming card day, which was yesterday. argh.

May report card is okei, and newsflash! im one the section honors! there goes miracle. but i still hate something about our card grades. its personal. secret!

the the freakin assignments! while we were finalizing our "harana", this teacher keeps on giving us assignments! waaah! timing mam!

then here comes the weird part. there are times that i feel so empty or as if there is a big hole in my chest where a ball can pass through it. argh. maybe im getting mushy again. memories. argh.

wait, i have some palanca letters to do...

1 week from now, harana is on. sept 1 2005. the much awaited activity for our batch. and again everyone is invited. most likely it will start 1:30pm. weee! boom...boom...

I have squeezed my whole spirit and strength there...it will work...it will work...i mean IT MUST WORK! BECAUSE ITS GOING TO BE GREAT!

argh...trying to condition myself inspite of every heart, mind wrecking problems trying to slice my body into half. weee. thy help.

anyways, i attended selina's debut. its cool. and im one of the so called "18 roses". there was a presentation showed for everyone. selina's friends, family, and stuufs. and guess what? one of the "pass" pictures of mine was showed. memories. haha

here's a glimpse of what happened that night.

The Dance with Selina

Czarina, Me, Selina,Jelyn,Gelo......dont mind the flower. im straight.

Czari and me.

I did noticed how our recently held exposure trip burned my skin...argh..i hate getting dark... well i guess i have to wait again for my skin to rejuvenate. argh

to be continued.