Sembreak, finally. after the so called "school calendar" informed us to cram for the choral elocution before the sembreak, here i am bored to death and waiting cram once again because the "choral elocution" is moved to nov 10. 3 days after the resume of classes. nevertheless. i dont care anymore.

Before the sembreak, our Foundation Day. school fair if you will. mainly, the concert. featuring 18th issue, cueshe and kjwan. it was fun. yes maybe, the concert was fun. but the fun i was trying to say is all about the people or should i say person im with. i just wish that night will last forever. anyway, for me, it will. let's end it there. how mushy.

I saw a lot of long lost friends? haha. sese, tipsy cj, sayc, angie, lorraine, bugz, khara, and cath. that leads me to my line...."tumaba ka ah?" which will deliberately surprise them. haha. sese is the main man for the night!

A lot of things happened. aaron's destruction, "ang rest back kong batch". proving the care and faith my friend, aaron to his ex. with the respectful CAT officers doing their job. its a long story. but leaving everyone with a famous line thrown by aaron to that freak, "Pasalamat ka mahal ko kasama mo!" (knight in shining armor huh???)

The night was almost over, or should i say is over because after the concert, we headed to eastwood, where we filled our selves. and try ease our angst with lower batch.

and while were slowly going tipsy, aaron told me, "pareho lang tayo, sinasabi natin na ayaw na natin, pero sa totoo lang gusto pa natin."

it stunned me.

to make things short, we all ended up in ryans' house 4 in the morning trying to stand up...but we all failed.

TIPSY.

about 7am, i woke up dizzy and with fever. i first saw aaron lifting weights and others still asleep. making me think of what a fun night and morning it was.

But what if it is still there? beating...feeling for her. even though you're already a part of her past and she's now craving for someone else? would you go to the mainstream and risk your friendship ones again? or would you just love her, set her free and be satisfied of her happiness without you by her side?

Can you swallow it all up?

Im learning the second one though.. 

Damn mushy.